tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-62912492011-08-12T11:53:37.685+08:00Silent Heart of LoveThe Heart and The Mind are the 2 most dangerous things in the worldAh Benhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11325339333264695524noreply@blogger.comBlogger501100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6291249.post-90070279314791449992011-08-12T11:20:00.002+08:002011-08-12T11:53:37.704+08:00Walk
Walk down the pathYou see trees, flowers, and small thingsNever noticing what's beyondNever noticing what's before
Walk down the pathIt darkens and the living descends upon you.Tighter your path becomesTighter your desires; your ambitions
Walk down the pathYou see a lightFurther it escapesFurther from liberation
Walk down the pathIt loosens slightly, and then tightens againDejected you Ah Benhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11325339333264695524noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6291249.post-85506616113344295252010-11-07T18:33:00.002+08:002010-11-07T18:48:45.699+08:00SilenceUnintentional, yet intentionalPersonal, yet more impersonal Again on this path I treadAgain on this path I am placeMy sunlight, my moonRight yet wrongSeemingly eager, yet more withhold Again this face I see Again this face I'm givenI run towards the endI jump out of the pathI build ram, I build guns,I build whatever else seemed able to get me throughAgain the irritation I seeAgain the Ah Benhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11325339333264695524noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6291249.post-90095723480296224762008-01-04T02:26:00.000+08:002008-01-04T02:37:00.251+08:00Sing to the birdsSing to the treesSing to the peopleAll around meSee the daysSee the timesSee the futureThat's to comeOpen your eyesOpen your earsOpen your heartsTo those you hold dearSpeak your truthSpeak your feelingSpeak your heart outNo more avoidingAccept the presentLearn the pastFight the futureLive hardFollow the lightFollow the spiritFollow the directionThe narrow pathMay the Lord giude Ah Benhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11325339333264695524noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6291249.post-29922607568629688442007-07-19T22:14:00.001+08:002007-07-19T22:14:47.434+08:00Life is about moments.It comes and goesNever waitingNever stoppingOne moment is all you haveThen it is lostSeize the momentOr you may regret it once it departsOpportunities to loveOpportunities to changeAll it takes is one momentDon't let it slip byPast moments, good or badAre long gone and learntLive not in past momentsBut seek those of the futureFace yourselfFace past joys and sadnessFace past Ah Benhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11325339333264695524noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6291249.post-37837298314360669532007-07-02T00:57:00.000+08:002007-07-02T01:07:58.111+08:00SilentlySweetlyConstantlyLovinglyNever making knownNever seeking returnNever wanting to dash the dreamOf the piece of glassGliding over the fieldsTrudging beneathSmiling on the cloudsCrying in pain in the soilNever to be returnedNever to be knownNever to be seenThe sand around the glassCuddling to the FatherLove so divineThe sand speaks forthWhat then, before i die...Ah Benhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11325339333264695524noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6291249.post-51707618175566821962007-06-23T00:16:00.000+08:002007-06-23T00:54:25.664+08:00A gift of chocolateCherished and hiddenHidden and forgottenLostA gift of relationshipCherished and hiddenHidden and ignoredLostAh Benhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11325339333264695524noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6291249.post-46341074652269291662007-05-01T23:18:00.000+08:002007-05-01T23:40:24.263+08:00Dreamspossessions of menDreamstemptations of the heartDreamshappiness and sadnessDreamsawaits fulfillmentFulfillmentlose something you holdIgnorancelose contentmentNegligencelose inner peaceObsessionlose yourselfBalanceEnhance? or just disrupts?Ah Benhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11325339333264695524noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6291249.post-79449955222495220072007-03-30T01:17:00.000+08:002007-03-30T02:04:04.087+08:00Burden of one's heartheavy into lightweakness feel strengthcertain with doubtfear beneath courageTime passed, new experiencespast shadows futurelongings turn to chainsmisplaced not forgottenfreedom, actually enslavedEscape one so seekspain fades to numbmemories become greywriting sink to carvingssurface to my depthsAh Benhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11325339333264695524noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6291249.post-49845952302430216012007-03-28T14:05:00.000+08:002007-03-30T01:11:40.713+08:00Noises of the worldLoud in our heartsEveryday we see the sightsNever did your name appearWe cry out to youWith our troubled heartsWith our lives in shamblesWe want to trust your nameDesires of the worldCreeps in our heartsEvery time we feel the pullNever did your face i seeAh Benhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11325339333264695524noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6291249.post-32851839214142149072007-02-13T01:51:00.000+08:002007-01-31T23:07:40.544+08:00TimeWalking byRunning awayNever can i catch itGo backGo againFeel lifeSee joySense loveHave hopeTimeLoveGrowing moreFaded awayNever can i feel itSee itFeel itExperienceEncounterMore timeBelieveLoveKnowing the love that fadedSeeing the heart that brokeCrying to the sky of starsFeeling that presence...hopeSinging the song that was sungWatching the play that was sharedLoving the trees that was stoodAh Benhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11325339333264695524noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6291249.post-10437743095528168102007-01-31T22:59:00.000+08:002007-01-31T23:07:40.714+08:00Picture beautySurface wonderInner hardenNever seenDances allurePoems inciteUpper disgustNever heardThings to doThings to wonderThings to figure outUpon your shouldersNothing seenNothing heardNothing acted onGo with the herdAh Benhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11325339333264695524noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6291249.post-1167677708365642702007-01-02T02:49:00.000+08:002007-01-02T02:55:08.376+08:00The evening sun setsThe morning sun rises againA new year beginsA new beginning awaitsThe meeting of brothersAwaiting them allThe absence of oneThe longing for allAwaiting the returnAwaiting the timesAwaiting the joy and painWhen the other appearsNever will it beNever did we knowNever had we the longingFor the one so long goneCome again shall heCome together shall weCome as 3 we will reignSee us Ah Benhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11325339333264695524noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6291249.post-1152722303933253972006-07-13T00:15:00.000+08:002006-07-13T01:16:48.673+08:00Upon the ShiningBeneath the DarknessAround the cube of LifeFairy dances through the rainSeeking the mirror of fameGoing into the other worldSHOCKEDsays sheMan runs from the giftSeeking the calm to beEmerging from the seeming darknessREGRETsays heBeast rummages the dark forestSeeking the precious preyFound the one he desiresDISGUSTsays itBeyond the darknessLight you see notBeyond the Ah Benhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11325339333264695524noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6291249.post-1140536720517665572006-02-21T23:40:00.000+08:002006-02-23T22:27:04.203+08:00Quietly i move beneathUnder the stars so dimWhen will i see the one againThat once lit my wayBlind in the darknessHeading into the unknownFeelings so strongly held onWhen will i break throughThe smell of fields far awayWafting into meYet i know not this pathOne that taketh me thereBit by bit i edge forwardStep by step i paceEvery print deeply madeEvery impression etched inSeeking the fields Ah Benhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11325339333264695524noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6291249.post-1130296316702465392005-10-26T10:37:00.000+08:002005-10-26T11:11:59.140+08:00I need helpHelp to change my waysHelp to be sensitive to allHelp to listen and not hearHelp to feel and not touchHelp to converse and not talkHelp to understand and not knowHelp to give and not demandHelp to accept and not requestSorry for the pain i've causedSorry for the insecurity you're facingI know not how to be a good boyfriendAnd i don care at timesI have no excuseI have no reasonsI'll do Ah Benhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11325339333264695524noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6291249.post-1127316659696137432005-09-21T23:25:00.000+08:002005-09-21T23:30:59.700+08:00Demands madeDemands heardDemands unreasonableUndetectedRequests madeRequests heardRequests for one's happinessUnheededOne's life belongs not to anotherOne's happiness yet comes from othersLives intertwined yet not understoodLove for one other yet not shownAh Benhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11325339333264695524noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6291249.post-1125662478248371472005-09-02T19:58:00.000+08:002005-09-02T20:01:18.253+08:00AngerRageDisatisfactionPainDistraughtLostUnstableCrazyIrritatedConfusedHatredUnhappinessTo forgive?To forget?To love?To accept?Ah Benhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11325339333264695524noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6291249.post-1125377078340745982005-08-30T12:32:00.000+08:002005-08-30T12:44:38.346+08:00Upon the skylineAbove the seaThe sunshineAnd the breezeBeauty and loveAll aroundThe heartAnd the mentalityThings worked onMore to comeThe stressAnd the weird feelingsStrength and patienceKnowledge and skillsFall upon meLike the moonbeamAh Benhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11325339333264695524noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6291249.post-1123938765733263272005-08-13T20:55:00.000+08:002005-08-13T21:12:45.773+08:00Music, the Feeling of my SoulMusic, the Entity of LoveMusic, the Love of my LifeMusic, the Connector to OthersOh, how i lost the feelingOh, how i lost this loveOh, how i lost this connectionOh, how i lost this wayFound the instrumentFound the scoreFound the desireFinding the feelOnce lost, hard to returnLife as such, unescapableAll will face troubles and ordealsWho will know what ought they hold.Ah Benhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11325339333264695524noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6291249.post-1123409654279060532005-08-07T18:02:00.000+08:002005-08-07T18:14:14.286+08:00One's heartOne's desireOne's loveOne's denialWays to findThings to doFeelings to expressPerson to viewTime longTime shortTime unknownTime non-existantAh Benhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11325339333264695524noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6291249.post-1123249499259848562005-08-05T21:44:00.000+08:002005-08-05T21:44:59.276+08:00Rasmopolitan, smells heavenly of ripe raspberriesAh Benhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11325339333264695524noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6291249.post-1122999845465529802005-08-03T00:18:00.000+08:002005-08-03T00:24:05.470+08:00The BlossomThe LeavesThe FlowersThe BedThe BeesThe ButterfliesThe HoneyThe WonderThe EyesThe LipsThe BodyThe HeartThe LookThe FeelThe AttractionThe LoveThe MindThe KnowledgeThe DesireThe LearnedThe ApplicationThe AdaptationThe QualificationsThe SuccessThe PastThe PresentThe FutureThe UnknownThe FearThe AnticipationThe ProcessThe LifeAh Benhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11325339333264695524noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6291249.post-1120918319110574952005-07-09T22:11:00.000+08:002005-07-09T22:11:59.210+08:00Gimlet Ah Benhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11325339333264695524noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6291249.post-1120321153522903382005-07-02T23:49:00.000+08:002005-07-03T00:19:13.563+08:00Finally outFree againLove bloomsLike a flowerLongings awayHate dissipatedAnger leftFriend appearLost and not yet foundSeek and not yet seenAsked and not yet givenAll will soon be made rightMajor enquiry: Why do girls always 'shoot' themselves down in front of their other half?? Its definately not being humble. What then is the purpose? And how well does it actually work?Ah Benhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11325339333264695524noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6291249.post-1118239525184900012005-06-08T22:05:00.000+08:002005-06-08T22:05:25.186+08:00B52, made with Grand Manier.Ah Benhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11325339333264695524noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6291249.post-1118239466478139402005-06-08T22:04:00.000+08:002005-06-08T22:04:26.496+08:00White Russian but without cream, tasty but just not sweet enough...Ah Benhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11325339333264695524noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6291249.post-1117292555156039062005-05-28T23:02:00.000+08:002005-05-28T23:02:35.173+08:00Angel's Dew Success!! Ah Benhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11325339333264695524noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6291249.post-1116945167437425022005-05-24T22:26:00.000+08:002005-05-24T22:41:11.773+08:00Skies high above where man can seeSeas deep down withinLand spreading far across this foreign planeWhen will one find his place?People come and people goFeelings sought after, feeling giv'nMemories of the past and presentWhere within for one to hide?Things seeked, things abandonedHumans loved, humans forgottenOnce lost, never to be foundWhat can one hold on to?Heart given, heart to giveDedicationAh Benhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11325339333264695524noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6291249.post-1116206909542955572005-05-16T09:28:00.000+08:002005-05-16T09:28:29.546+08:00When one walks to the end of the roadWhere does he end up?Does he stay there?Or try walking back?When is the end of the road?Is it written as death?Or is death just a toll booth?To see if one moves on or goes back?What then comes after the booth?Where then does the road lead?Will i be able to bring my friends throught with me?Or am i leaving them behind?Speak out loud!Spread the Word!Give those Ah Benhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11325339333264695524noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6291249.post-1116206828772016032005-05-16T09:27:00.000+08:002005-05-16T09:27:08.776+08:00Yuwen and I at NJ College Day =)Ah Benhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11325339333264695524noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6291249.post-1116206407305008572005-05-16T09:08:00.000+08:002007-05-01T23:41:17.164+08:00When one walks to the end of the roadWhere does he end up?Does he stay there?Or try walking back?When is the end of the road?Is it written as death?Or is death just a toll booth?To see if one moves on or goes back?What then comes after the booth?Where then does the road lead?Will i be able to bring my friends throught with me?Or am i leaving them behind?Speak out loud!Spread the Word!Give those Ah Benhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11325339333264695524noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6291249.post-1114608024912651292005-04-27T21:11:00.000+08:002005-04-27T21:20:24.913+08:00Its been some time since i last wrote. So many things have been going on yet i had neither the mood nor the desire to place them upon this page.Laughter on my faceLove given awayJoy seemingly presentNothing seems to be wrongEmptiness still unknownLost in thought and touchNever to be filled or foundUntil she appearsGod has taught me much i knowAlways been thereAlways looking outThis test i'm in, Ah Benhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11325339333264695524noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6291249.post-1109854315144661792005-03-03T19:45:00.000+08:002005-03-03T20:51:55.146+08:00Basking in the light of the summer sunFeeling the love that was once giv'nUpon the light green grassEnjoying the pastLooking into the darken skiesRain pouringThunders soundHearts fallingBehind the clouds the sun shines againWarmth seeping outLove flowing into heartsFuture upon flightThis week was quite fruitful. Finally i am doing somethings more constructive in 39 SCE. And the officers are Ah Benhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11325339333264695524noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6291249.post-1108831316296506902005-02-20T00:16:00.000+08:002005-02-20T00:41:56.300+08:00Joy of loveLike the flowersDown belowBlooms fastWithers as wellWill it really lastIf made artificial?Pain of loveBy-product?Or just an 'un-detachable' part?Like ash after a fireAnd thorns on a roseWill time really take the thorns awayOr more ash is here to stay?EmpitinessFeeling lostHeart has been removedAll is goneThe sun has setWill it ever rise once moreHopeBelievingWanting moreHalf empty?HalfAh Benhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11325339333264695524noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6291249.post-1108006053789296962005-02-10T11:05:00.000+08:002005-02-10T11:27:33.790+08:00Time
An essence of life
An ever on-going entity
Never stops for anyone
Never yields to one's desires
Time
Moving on into the future
People gradually getting older
Wounds close and heal
But are all wounds such as this?
Are all wounds able to heal?
Pain becomes such a habit,
Hurt no longer feels
Escaping, evading, denying, leaving?
Does time really heal all wounds?
Or is it just a facade
To liftAh Benhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11325339333264695524noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6291249.post-1107789474255980632005-02-07T23:06:00.000+08:002005-02-07T23:17:54.256+08:00Dreams are my reality
Dreams never leaves me be
Dreams of thoughts
Dreams of desires
Dreams of her, my heart fires
Dreams i know not what they mean
Dreams upon which i wish
Running away
Away from me
Chasing i started
Gave up later
She will come back
But yet she didn't
Now wherever i turn
I see her ribbon
Never held her close enough
Never gave her room to roam
Now that she is gone
Alone i feel Ah Benhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11325339333264695524noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6291249.post-1107079825088110922005-01-30T17:56:00.000+08:002005-01-30T18:10:25.086+08:00The strength to carry on
Not comes from a loved one
It comes from inside
Comes from the loving one
Because he must support her
Give her a place to seek
To seek warm and comfort
Like a place to sleep
For if he does not have the strength
Where can she turn to
To find more strength some place
To find someone who is true
Because only the true one dares to lose
To lose everything for her
As a Ah Benhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11325339333264695524noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6291249.post-1106930003607235182005-01-29T01:15:00.000+08:002005-01-29T00:33:23.606+08:00Upon the shackles of my life
People come and go
Yet every little point in this life
Is there a lady that i hold
Never knew the reason behind
Never knew what i did
All i know was they needed someone
And that someone i chose to be
Advice have i used to give
Now that skill no longer lives
Seems that emotions clouded my thoughts
Tonight no words could i speak
Knew not then, what to do
When the Ah Benhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11325339333264695524noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6291249.post-1106576729636087212005-01-24T22:10:00.000+08:002005-01-24T22:25:29.636+08:00All around the land i went
Many places have i been
Eventually here i am
Back to where i began
Things i've seen
Things i've done
Things i've decided
Things i've enjoyed
Know not if i will be going
Know not if i will stay
But know that i will be living
Life with a wider heart these days
Emotions weakening
Not knowing how to handle
Love strong and longing
Comfort desired yet lacking....
Wonder Ah Benhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11325339333264695524noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6291249.post-1106320693483977992005-01-21T23:03:00.000+08:002005-01-21T23:18:13.483+08:00Love that once was so strong
Love that i held for so long
Love that once set me on my knees
Now, no longer am i bounded strongly
Heart which longs to see
Heart which longs to hear
Yet heart is no longer drastic
Over the absence of the deer
Heart may be fleeting
Heart may drift
But who's to know where my heart will be
At the end of where i go
I no longer feel so uptight about Wei Song not Ah Benhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11325339333264695524noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6291249.post-1105803217154842872005-01-15T23:20:00.000+08:002005-01-15T23:33:37.156+08:00Life
About who one is
About how one lives
About the way one looks at things
About the love that one has
About the hatred and the peron one detests
About morals
About thoughts
About society
And what have you not
What then when one is two
What then will them both do
Seemingly impossible it may be
But emulation we still may see
How then will one handle this?
Consciousness of one in the other
Ah Benhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11325339333264695524noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6291249.post-1105721923428367912005-01-15T01:47:00.000+08:002005-01-15T00:58:43.426+08:00Solitude seems so hard to bear
Companions one seeks just to share
Love and protection for one's needs
Relationships started with no end
Man are social creatures. As such, they cannot survive alone technically. Companionship is what each and every human being holds on to very dearly. However, there comes a time in a person's life that communal companionship such as friendship, brotherhood, etc. Ah Benhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11325339333264695524noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6291249.post-1105445918983844612005-01-11T20:04:00.000+08:002005-01-11T20:18:38.983+08:00Just had this new thought. Angels are near perfect entities. The only reason they are not perfect are that they do not have free will, or rather, are unable to exercise it. On the other hand, the only perfect aspect of man is that man is able to exercise free will. The Devil is just an angel who has broken free of the bondage of its free will and is able to disagree; Decided to continue to Ah Benhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11325339333264695524noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6291249.post-1105356243092799542005-01-09T18:49:00.000+08:002005-01-10T20:06:14.770+08:00Day of thoughts
Day of wonder
Day when my mind satrts to wander...
Day of truth
Day of lies
Day when both seem so hard to find...
Day when God seems right and wrong?
Day when contradictions come along
Day of which i heard my first
Theory of reality beyond our world
Thoughts which suddenly then appeared
Thoughts which set me in a whirl
Thoughts which plagued me through the night
Yet Ah Benhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11325339333264695524noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6291249.post-1105008705082418152005-01-06T20:06:00.000+08:002005-01-06T20:10:51.346+08:00Heart of gold
Heart of relief
Heart Wants to help the needy
Heart Afraid
Heart Fears to contemplate
Heart Scared to see the truth
Heart To face ones deepest fears
Heart To see what man desires
Heart To see the one i love
Heart To see the one who loves
Heart To see those that are close to me
Heart That may be so soon dead
Heart which dies not of grieve
But of pain that i may see
However Ah Benhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11325339333264695524noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6291249.post-1104593658976551112005-01-02T15:30:00.000+08:002005-01-01T23:34:18.976+08:00NEW YEAR RESOLUTIONS
1. To set up a 'library' cum coffee joint cum bar by the year 2012.
2. To start working part-time at a coffee joint and a bar when i ORD.
3. To come up with a blue print for the plans for the coffee joint.
4. To start on 'smile of the lucifer 2' and another script of Singaporean context for collection.
5. To be a vessel for the Father.
May the Lord be with me and Lead Ah Benhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11325339333264695524noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6291249.post-1104059037278843612004-12-27T10:55:00.000+08:002004-12-26T19:07:42.520+08:00Christmas is a time of giving and sharing..
Christmas is a time of joy and cheer.
Christmas only comes once a year.
Cherish those you love and let them know you're here.
She is in Singapore. but she does not want to see me. asked her through gj and ween. I feel so bad making gj and ween be my middle people. I know its hard for them to be between the 2 of us... but they are the only people i can Ah Benhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11325339333264695524noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6291249.post-1092317029428484032004-08-13T12:19:00.000+08:002004-08-12T21:25:37.873+08:00The mind. the heart and the body... who is in control? The mind can make the body weak, so then the body could do as well. The heart can weaken both the mind and the body, adn yet can be strengthened by the mind... Is logic all, or are feelings more powerful? Strength and determination perhaps? then where does that come from? if is comes from the mind, then will there be instances where the body Ah Benhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11325339333264695524noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6291249.post-1090504589860507332004-07-23T12:59:00.000+08:002004-07-22T21:57:55.530+08:00Such a dream at such a time, wonder what it means...
Once again holding hands,
Once again speaking.
I needed no explaination on her previous ignoring acts..
they no longer matter...
I understood that she has,
her own reasons for this matter...
Mr Lim was in the picture,
I wonder what that means...
perhaps it is to say that,
he has a part to play in this.
I was so so happy,
I cried in Ah Benhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11325339333264695524noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6291249.post-1073387954951958662004-01-07T11:17:00.000+08:002004-01-06T19:19:34.250+08:00This is my first entry to a blog. Never really believed in this stuff but just decided to do it for fun...
My life is so so screwed and yet so so beautiful. I don noe why i am like that but i am the way i am. Guess that's who i am. Then i discovered that i am so good to so many ppl that i don have a reason why too. so funny... Maybe cause i treat everyone nice... haha. i feel crap.... haha. I amAh Benhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11325339333264695524noreply@blogger.com0