I need help
Help to change my ways
Help to be sensitive to all
Help to listen and not hear
Help to feel and not touch
Help to converse and not talk
Help to understand and not know
Help to give and not demand
Help to accept and not request
Sorry for the pain i've caused
Sorry for the insecurity you're facing
I know not how to be a good boyfriend
And i don care at times
I have no excuse
I have no reasons
I'll do my best
To be a better man
To be the one you love
2 Comments:
liar
i guess you;ll never read this so i shall type a little more anyway.
its been almost a week since i typed the previous comment.
i guess...sometimes you're not really into what i say or do.
in fact most of the time. is it because, like you said, our gap is too big?
then again is it age gap income gap or some intelligence thing, or is it that our wavelength will never cross each others?
i guess...i really failed in this.
sometimes i wonder, if the comment was left by the other girl in your life you would have checked your e mail immediately. but not me. i'm someone easily available at all times no matter what you do.
all these while, all these entries, you were not only lying to me but also to yourself, think about it, all these neednt be. why did you type all these? you dont need anything to be loved, but i guess you must love to love. maybe its the former, thats what.
i was thinking maybe we ought to go separate ways because u dun really love me i'm more of someone who'll be there for u, and you feel comfortable with.
but love is different.
u think the gap will eventually turn smaller with every single passing day of awkward atmostphere, of uncertainty and a bleak future of us being together?
of you think the gap will turn smaller with all the busy schedule that will eventually occupy the majority of our lives?
think about it, its almost never.
if you're not willing to give, you're not willing to give, one year or one month, if you dont like something, you wont... unless both u and i change with the times. by then, maybe circumstances will make the gap even bigger btw us.
i guess the only thing to overcome all that is to give.
yet i guess if i ask u to give its more of a request, like a child sending a wishlist to santa and he'll fulfill them at christmas.
you cant ask for love, and thats what i am doing now.
maybe through the years we wil then laugh about us being together in the very first place, like how we laughed about we will never be a pair.
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